Somehow, I ended up here today. My scripture reading for today didn't really have anything to do with this, but here I am. I got here because she sent me a text and I didn't really want to answer it, but somehow, the thought crossed my mind to text her and tell her that I loved her. I don't want to. I want to harden my heart. I do God, I don't want to say anything to her and my heart is restless inside of me. I cringe at the thought of saying anything to her. But I know I can't do what I want; I love you and I have to obey. God help me. I want to know your ways. Give me a new heart, give me your mind Christ.
"Oh come, let us worship and bow down; Let us kneel before the Lord our Maker. For He is our God, And we are the people of His pasture, And the sheep of His hand. Today, if you will hear His voice: “Do not harden your hearts, as in the rebellion, As in the day of trial in the wilderness, When your fathers tested Me; They tried Me, though they saw My work. For forty years I was grieved with that generation, And said, ‘It is a people who go astray in their hearts, And they do not know My ways.’ So I swore in My wrath, ‘They shall not enter My rest.’ " Psalm 95 6-11
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