So, I've arrived at the conclusion that life just gets more complicated the older you get. Dear Lord, I've got such a headache. So many worries, so many things going all at once. Work, Fabian's situation, my brother, the list goes on and on. Oh dear Lord, all it does is show me how much I need you everyday. You are the reason I can get thru it all. You fill my life. And I know that your word prevails.
"Be anxious for nothing, but by prayer and supplication make your requests known to God." That's what I'm doing today, Lord. I know I can only find myself in you. I know my life is hidden in you. This world will pass, these troubles of today will pass, but you remain as the steadfast rock in my life. My God, in whom, I lean on, rely and confidently trust. I want community with you, God. Give me dove's eyes, to only see you. Fill my life with you, make me that woman of faith, that woman who lives out of every word that proceeds from your mouth.
Father, I lift up Fabian to you. Dear God, you know how troubled my heart is. I don't know what to do but pray. And so I am praying. Dear Lord have mercy upon him, send your angels to guard him and keep him. Reveal yourself to him. Jesus, save him! Lift him out of the miry clay and show him your goodness, your everlasting life. Please, Dear Lord, bring the things that are hidden into the light. Give David wisdom and discernment to speak to him. Give A visions and dreams, reveal to her the things he is hiding. Father be his potter. That you would mold and rebuild him. Have mercy on him, Father.
Lord I lift up EF to you. My God, how I love him. How my heart hurts for him. I don't know how much suffering he is feeling right now, but I can only imagine. Father, please set him free from bitterness and unforgiveness. Erase the visions that torment him. God fill him with your love, your strength. Raise him up as a strong man of unwielding faith in his Lord. Change her as well God. Please work in her. Bring her to true repentance and fill her with your spirit, with your meekness. Give her wisom, give her the mind of Christ. And please protect the little one. Oh, God, send your angels to surround that little one right now. God, that nothing would impede his or her entrance into this world. Please make it so that little baby comes into a loving family, a family that is directed by you, that is filled with your spirit and your love. Dear Father, saturate that home with your spirit. Please send your angels to protect her and her womb, please God. Work a miracle, God. Please give them your joy. Set him free from debt, from financial bondage. Lord, be his provider, be his direction. Give me wisdom to speak to him, please give me your words and multiply our seed into him.
Dear God, help me at work. Sometimes I feel so discouraged, so overwhelmed, so un-animated. But Father, that is where you have put me, and so I am asking you to be my joy and my strength. Give me favor Father, but please keep me from idolatry or from desiring man's praise. God, show me what it is to live and work for you. To look to you for everything, for approval, for favor, for satisfaction. Help me, God. Help me to do well, to lift your name on high everywhere I go. Give me your eyes, your hands, your feet. God let my career be a living worship and sacrifice to you. Take away my fear, my insecurities. Help my unbelief. God, I surrender anew to you. I adore you my Father. You are the strength of my life.
Please help my friend. God, awaken her heart to you. Fill her with your spirit, with your joy. God ease her frustrations, and her fears. God, be her all. Surround her with your love, fille her with you. God that you would be more than enough for her. Father, bring her back to her first love, to that momen of utter and complete abandon in you. Grant her desires Father, but help her find all that she needs in you. Take away her anger. God bless her marriage. Give him wisdom, show him how to love and encourage her. God bless her womb. Make it fertile, and in your time Lord, bless her God. Oh Lord, how my heart desires to see my friend standing tall and strong, and unafraid of whatever this world throws her way right now. God, that she would be complete in you. Set her soul afire for you once again. God, touch her. Touch her heart, show her how to love you more and more everyday. Awaken her hunger and thirst for you. Show her how to live in you and walk with you everyday. Father, do an amazing work in her. Do a new work in her. Speak to her Father. Tune her ears to you. Take away her rebellion, her stubborness, her idols, her disillusionment. Dear Lord, that she would arise. Bless them financially, bless his studies. God make him a man who depends on you for every step. God give him more of you everyday. Save his family, his sister, have mercy on her. Dear Lord, cover my friend. Dear Lord, sanctify them for your good works. God, envelope them in your loving embrace. Make their home, a home where love and peace and joy would abide. Just take them all into you Lord.
And my parents. Lord where to start. I am tired, weary, almost losing faith. God, please, make me understand. Give me your eyes, give me your spirit. Father, please work in them. Work in that church. Take away my father's stubbornness. Give mami wisdom, give her patience and love. God please humble him. God help him to stand before you naked and show him your way. Show him how to do it your way. Dear God, they work so hard. They have devoted so much of their time and life to this ministry. Dear Lord, please, please, please. That they would see your goodness in this life, that they would see the fruits of their labor bloom. God take down all the idols that they may have, give them wisom, make things simple. Help me believe, I almost can't believe any more. Father have mercy on them, show them the error of their ways and bless their labor, God. Please, Dear Lord, they need your help, your guidance. They need you.
